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Montecristo No. 4

Tue Jun 23, 2009, 8:53 AM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Joanna Newson
  • Reading: pfft!
  • Watching: around
  • Playing: no parque do modelo!
  • Eating: não sei o que é que me apetece
  • Drinking: áááguaaaaa!!!


Habana.

Tenho uma caixa de charutos vazia, uma casca de ouriço-do-mar, muitas conchas e outras tantas pedras. Um livro de sessenta páginas para escrever e muito pouca vontade.

Estive a tarde toda no centro de saúde porque o meu gajo lembrou-se de ser alérgico ao sol! Onde é que já se viu?!

Cheguei para a Lucille de Deep Purple a tocar para ninguém. A Rita a chatear-me no msn para irmos suar. Talvez precise de perder uns quilinhos. Mas, na verdade, o que me faz mesmo falta é um corte de cabelo e um banho. E um quarto novo. Tenho saudades de começar de novo. Entrar numa casa vazia. Um espaço em branco para preencher com as minhas coisas. Mas não um espaço qualquer. Aquele espaço. Preciso de privacidade. Descobri hoje porque é que nunca estou em casa - vivo num corredor. Passam sempre pessoas por aqui. Já nem nos falamos. Às vezes (muitas vezes) gostava de ser mais do que eu aqui sentada a ver quem passa. Passa a minha avó e o meu irmão e a minha mãe, quando chega mais tarde e, o meu pai, quando está cá. Mas quase nunca está.

Preciso de limpar. Limpar tudo. Limpar o pó ao quarto e às recordações. Talvez um destes dias deite esta porcaria toda fora! Deitei fora quase toda a minha roupa.
Quero pôr no lixo os cartazes de muitos anos de Palmela Beat que estão ali na porta e esquecer uma associação juvenil onde muito poucas vezes senti que precisassem de mim. Fico triste, porque queria fazer alguma coisa e não consigo.

Apetece-me mudar de vida. É isso. Apetece-me sempre mudar de vida. (Re)Começar. E nunca me apetece sair daqui e desistir.

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gosto de te ver apaixonada, sonia :heart:

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*sorriso*

gosto de ver que contínuas por aí.
um beijinho *

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que é feito de ti? i'm back in DA ;)
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